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Thursday, April 06, 2006

Well, Z is lyk nt the same anymore yet he complains about it and doesn't wanna admit his flaws, isn't the guy that makes fun jokes anymore and its nt tt his funny was SUCKED out of him...no....its just the company he's with. My opinion is that he just don't wanna be his natural self anymore...its lyk as if he thinks that everyone is watching his every move plus he' jokes are mostly mean...THATS why it AIN'T funny no mores get it?! I reli miss the old him...even my frens can see that =( . Well, this gurl frm my class who is lyk an a**h***, who made me nearly fail my D&T last year lyk touched my sketch book and looked IN it! Her bodily a**h***ic germs is lyk all over the pages!!! My sketch book has been molested by her! Now, everytime I look inside, I feel her presence and couldnt draw...and since the episode with Mr. Tan and other teachers, I sortta broke down hard there and then during recess and the worst part is, Z wasnt even there beside me, trying to comfort me....its not lyk as if i'm not thankful of my galfrens to be there, it jz...doesn't....feel right...i mean, he saed he was my best friend but now I'm starting to have doubts about him...but since he's in a devastating moment right now, I have to look out fer him...yup...tt's me...lookin' out fer others and nt worryin' bout myself....[sigh]...Lately, I joined this circus art programme, even though I'm afraid of clowns which luckily does not involve them, and Azhari was in it and so was Najam, Glenn, Ferlyn and some other ppl...it was kindda fun playin wif the wadwasitthingamajick....sounded lyk di-ap-lo...until Abdillah came in to kpo kpo....u noe, speakin of Abdillah, he's lately been on my nerve....hmm...well, it's been real tough wif moi parents, teachers and schoolwork and my cuz...my dad is lyk the overprotector of me...HE drives ALL my frens AWAY!!!He doesnt want me to grow up yet he wants me to be a independant woman!...WHY must he make EVERYTHING in my lyf SO difficult?!?!?!?!AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!IT AIN'T FAIR AND IT IS INJUSTICE!!!wadeva larh eh...jz as long as I get to cool down by going out...which is BY THE WAY impossib-bleah....wek uhk....merepek(nonsense) larh he...well, i dunno wad to do no mores...help...me...save...me...somebody...

-azri
7:05 PM