This guy is lyk SO HOT!!!And his name is Jean-Baptiste Maunier acting as Pierre Morhange.It all happened yesterday during RISE lessons which is Bore City!!!But then Mr.Tan showed us this movie called "Les Choristes".It was great apart frm the heartless principle.Hanna and I practically lost our breath wen seeing him.God's creation is amazing...so is the body change wen u're growing up...heh heh... This boy named Pepinot is lyk so C-U-T-E!The movie was stared in France and it was about this dead failed musician,unemployed supervisor and he's going to this school for boys.They saed that the boys there are way naughty and create hell until this guy ,Clément Mathieu, came and changed everything and started a choir and the music that the boys sang was beautiful!It was so sesational...*swoons*...so have to watch it!!!

-azri
1:38 PM

Today could be the most painfully terrifying day of my life...there's this two guys who lyk me(i would not mention their names),same level.I asked a certain someone to be lyk a VERY close someone to me so as to signal to them that I'm NOT interested,but even tt person hu agreed can't even stand to be my 'pretend stead' for less then 20 mins.It's pathetic.It's,as I've saed,painful because it's lyk as if guys would never accept me (apart frm those two) and terrifying coz wad if the two guys lyk stalk me???I seriously am freaked out and heartbroken.Wad in the world should I do???

-azri
10:02 PM

Great..todae is my birthday and we're celebrating it by NEXT BLOODY WEEK!!!And I am stuck at home doing nothing but homework!By next week I'll be 14years and 7 days old!AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGH HHHHHHHHH!!!!!And somebody jz went by saying nothing until i remind him.I can't invite Anis to my so called party,my relatives have this nonscence problem wif her...and I hav to suffer becoz of wad they lyk or dislyk...even so,they wouldn't let me go out wif her to celebrate my birthday...Tomorrow in class,I'm gonna make up a storm unless something great happen...And i would disk band any time now becoz of f***ing Glenn and the conductor.If Glenn we're to read this..you got something to sae...sae it to me privately...not lyk the last tym ,shouting in the canteen and all...Wadebahs larh eh...talking about this oso making me angry...atleast Hanna,Maisara and Liyana celbrated my birthday wif me on Friday.Razeef couldn't go...I think...then we go makan at KFC.Then we go take neoprint lyk ALOT!!!We all POSE here and there!!!So fun until i pressed the button anyhow thinking it was the eraser but instead the 'finish' button...sowie gals...then I go to my mum's fren house,Cik Rozita.Her cooking damn nice.I surf thru the net wif Nadrah,Cik Ita's daughter, duin some modifications on her computer...then we talk about her baised teacher jz becoz she's in NT...I wanna kill that 'Sir'...he doesn't even deserve to hav that name! I dunno larh...I gotta go...see wad happen on next Sunday larh...It all depends...

-azri
8:40 PM

7th grade stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didnt notice me like that, I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna Be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why... 11th Grade The phone rang. On the other end it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a drew barrymore movie & 3 bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why... Senior Year The day before prom, she walked to my locker. "My date is Sick" she said; he`s not gonna go. Well I didnt have a date and in 7th qrade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night After everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her, She smiled at me and I want her to be mine, but she doesn`t think of me like that and I know it. Then she said "I Had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t want to be just friends, I love her but Im just too shy, and I dont know why... Graduation Day a day passed, then a week, then a month. before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didnt notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, you`re my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and I don`t know why... A Few Years Later now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "i do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me n said you came!" She said "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I wanna tell her, I want her to know that i dont wanna be just friends, I love her but I`m just too shy, and i don`t know why... Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn`t notice me like that, and I know it. I wanna tell him, I want him to know that I don`t wanna be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me... I wish I did too. I thought to myself, and I cried... given by Sharifah

-azri
4:00 PM