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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

I hate you...I hate nearly everything about you now....mostly I hate ur behaviour...I tried showing u the true path so that u won't burn in hell atleast longer for the sinful things that can be undone...but the way u thank me is by saying "I'm going to hell anyways". U never seem to grasp the point of view I've been trying religiously to show to u...u nearly gave up on all the helpful things in life which I've tried showing by warning u, told u, even tried making u visualise. I had my patience. I tolerated. I tried to even bend the rules jz for this fruitless cause. Fine. Go do whatever you want to do with him. Lose ur virginity for all I care. Because I dun ever wanna see ur face. I can't believe my mother was actually right. FUCK YOU for wasting my youth and precious time and pouring them on YOU!

You're even lucky Vivianne thinks that whatever shit u're doing is right...You're jz in love and that's wad lovers should do...that's wad she told me jz so that I could tolerate a litle more of ur shit...infact, in religious terms, you've done a big sin and don't think for a second that I don't know that even a despicable person lyk u knew that...If it weren't for ALLAH, you two wouldn't even have met.

Congrats!Both of u are so meant to be together. Dun forget to give each other CPR 24/7 okay?Nadi would so love to have known this...but honourably, Fuck You I won't tell her...ain't my fault though if she found out


Rose petals grow beautiful,
Lucious and crimson red.
Little girls however defined the same,
Grow into manipulating heads.
They ponder the world in unsecured needs,
a partner in which they seek.
To be able to own each others souls,
forever in their desperate grip.
Though not all little girls behave the way that I have just stated,
This few little innocent girls are those that would not be purely hated.
Envied, maybe, for living everyone of their beautiful lives in truth,
Their wonderful personality eases any anger ever so smooth.
Pathetic for those girls who don't know the great things they're able to do. Just by behaving like everything is "wonderful" just like them too.
ICUCICU
Kiss my ass and go whoowhoo!


-azri
12:30 AM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

Hmm...dun really remember wads going on...tym flies so fast...at first it was the first day of secondary school...now I'm sec 3...pshh... Well, during school hours, someone got on my nerve and was plucking on it till I gave 'em the cold shoulder...atleast I thought that was all I was giving to 'em but I didn't realize that it was effecting some other people too.All over my surrounding was either dying or sad and noone wanted to get near me except for Khadijah and Adilla and some other people than took a lotta pic...but that someone took advantage of me lately and act as if that someone is always right...over my dead body!!!can't even pick a topic that is fun or made us actually want to do the work...Wad the...she's lyk...ugh, DAMNIT!!!! ANYWAYS, Moi, Anis and Viv went out to Bugis on Sat...It was SOOOO much FUN!!! (kyaa!!! ^-^). I went deeper inside of the Bazaar and found ALOT of Lolita clothing and acessories...they're SO beautiful & pretty...naughty & cute included...XD Viv however had $100 on her since she converted her money from the time her relatives from New York gave it to her...a $100 freakin bucks!!! I was lyk...WHHAT?!..and she was lyk explaining panicly...(both of us sounding lyk a dumb blond) LOL...Viv was wearing a black dress wif a knee-length black overcoat wif black leg and hand fishnets and platforms...(she's gone all goth and depress-y) but wif ME & Anis around, who could resist our contagious smile and personality???(chebah!)aha...i didn't buy much stuff though coz the items cost lyk $50-$150 !!! Expensive sia...so I jz belanja them food or something...4got larh...but it was SO AWESOME!!!We took alot of pics but unfortunately I can't upload and put into the computer...so sad =<>properly (in a sick twisted way) about Gazette...KAI IS SO CUTELY HOTTTT!!!!!KYAAAAA!!!!!!!*drools**faints**drools**screams**falls off chair*@_@ hehehaeheahea!!! Ouh Kai...=~~= Then we went home and along the way we talk ed about our social lyf and Anis, may I add, YOURS IS DA MOST DISTURBING(to mea atleast) OF ALL!Lol...no offence ler...but U gotta teach him how to control his temper faster and hav a 2nd child!hehe...kwang3...plus i still hav yet to meet him, k?haha... To the rest of the school year, SEE YEA AT THE TOP!!! Ciao!

-azri
6:51 PM