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Thursday, March 29, 2007

I don't feel haveing my Dad come home from his "rest" vacation for a whole 6 days w/o the family and the very next day he's working, was a great idea...I feel bad about what I'm going to say but I've so got to get this off my chest...For those whole 6 days, I felt alive...free...loved...understood...There was no one to bug me...no one to torture me...no one to be fighting with and no one I need to scold to and the house felt cleaner...Too bad there's no such thiig as "Your polls are down. I'm afraid we have to replace you with someone more fun, understanding, responsible and who actually cares about the family"...XD...I WISH!

It's still a shitty shitty day no matter what when she and he are still around, constantly bugging me. One trying to prove that she's the smart-ass of the century and the other desperately trying to get my attention. Damn larh!

Geography is taking a toll on me. I think its trying to get a new image and trying to bully me just because I beat it with an A1. I can't believe it's striking me out and trying to fail me and the worst thing is I think it's plans are working...O__o Bloody floodplains and leeves... Yet again, I'm the most hated in class..I'm still wondering why...Is it because they say that I'm too 'out' with the things I've said? Is it because I was like a nag just so I could bring justice to order? I know that I'm not the socialable kind of person...in fact, I suck at it. I don't know how to make gut-ripping jokes like my brother neither am I that versitile and neither do I have 'the looks' although I'm still working on it...

Worst of all, I don't have a friend that is true enough to share my sorrows with, to share my deepestest darkestest secrets with, to feel the pain with me...unfortunately you guys may think by now that by me saying this, I sound lyk a desperado, no? Hopefully not coz it's not what I'm trying to tell...tha is if you guys do see this blog larh...hahax(bimbo much?) --_--!!!I gt anyways...bands about to start. And to all those who wants to kill themselves, don't do it coz it's NOT WORTH IT!!!(so random).Ta!


-azri
11:07 PM