Shinylocks just skippin' through...

Keying in my homework for the HELL HOLS xp

1) English: Oral:- Take a text, read it, say it aloud and record.
-CD-fy
- Reflection
- Print text and title+author

*Khadijah
*Sharifah
*Isabel

Words:-500 words to be found of its meanings and classify in different genres

To be done by 6th July 2007

2) Math: 3 WS

To be done by 30th May 2007

3) Chemistry: TYS Topic 1.1, 2, 3, 4

To be done by 2nd July 2007

4) Physics Test: All that you've learnt

To be learnt by 2nd July 2007

5) POA: Entreperneurship (did I spell that correctly?)

To be done by 2nd July 2007

6) Mother Tongue: -Traditional Wedding Ceremony
*Aizat
*Isabel
*Hui Ru
*Koon Zhee
*Kang Hui

To be done by 2nd July 2007

7) Social Studies: Iternational conficts
*Individual

To be done by the end of 1st week of schoool reopen



Basically, I dunnoe if there is any other homework or if the due dates are correct but I'm just postin just in case I forget...T.T

-azri
5:28 AM

Shinylocks tried to put together the cookies as fast and neat as she could...crumbles fell down to the ground...Little did she know, the cookies was special as it contained her future...

Poo poo poo poo poo poop...T.T

I hate my SA1...hate hate hate hate hate...it's so F-ing bad!!! I barely passed my MYE!!!...Atleast my comment was...good -_-!!! *WHINE* The report looked so SHITTY...*WHINE* And now, my vocabulary sucks...yeayea...i can't function when I suck at stuff...decreases my self-esteem or sumthin...

My life in all...suck...my love life...wouldn't you like to know?...X) Lovin' my life...I guess...now I'm lookin forward to the Sarawak Trip (my dad thinks it's unfair...me too...but I'll work harder *two thumbs up*) and meetin' up with schoolmates =D and acheiving high marks for CA2!!! Mustmustmustmustmustmustmustmustmustmustmustmustmustmust =] More things to do deh...I guess the last week I'll do sumthin outrageous l} I hope I could acheive all the things I've set my goals to =)

*Happiness

* Sadness

*Happiness

* Weirdness

*Happiness

* Love~ness <3

-Dreamin' of you

-azri
7:21 AM

My LiFe iS FlaShINg BeFOrE mY eYEs...


Shinylocks found a map beside the wise ol' oak tree...it was a map to her playmate...she brought along a heart-shaped cookie for them to share. As she was walking the marked tracks as shown on the map, she suddenly tripped and the cookie broke in half...


I failed a lot of subjects...I have never failed this many subjects...now I just feel so...worthless...stupid...mortal...useless...cannot be thrusted upon hope by anyone...I disappoint mum...I disappoint my family...I disappoint myself...now, I am nothing...


As I've said...I beat myself up...that's how I remember that I'm human...that's the only way I could get a motivation, even if it has to end up with me abusing myself emotionally...Don't give a damn coz I've done this for many many years...I'd seem like a crackpot from this point of view, but if I don't do this, noone will...


I hate myself for letting myself go...I hate myself for being ignorantly over-confident...I hate feeling useless...I hate feeling vulnerable...I hate feeling like I know nothing...If I know nothing, I'm obsolete...my motivation to continue my life is also because I know something is going on in this world...Others might say, "If SA1 you didn't do well, you still have CA2 and SA2 to go...just make sure that June holidays you use the time to study...blah blah blah..." (no offence to those who did that...appreciated reli but I got sick and tired of that ever since I could talk back...)<3


Seriously, I think this problems came from me not having motivation from the people whom I used to look up to...there's still a glimmer of hope in my heart that you'll be there for me...I'm opening my arms reli wide...I just hope you could see that in time before you completely lose me...


I'm broken...can't you see?

-azri
9:14 PM

Heartbreaking sobs of a child echos through the forest. Shinylocks cried softly to herself because she could not find her playmate...


Today was the last day of exams...but today's paper was disappointing...feel like I'd fail POA and Dnt -_-!!!...>.<...Deep inside I wish I could celebrate the end of Exams but I feel just too sad and depressed because of the shitty answers I gave...and because of the bad vibes from people around me...oh poo...


At home, it's just as frustrating...ooooooo yea...watta do? I WANNA BREAK SOMETHING sia!!! I wanna DESTROY everything!!! I wanna SCREAM in your FACE coz u don't seem to LISTEN!!! I wanna feel secure again...I jz wanna feel secure...I need to know constantly what you feel for me...what u think of me...It's the only way...pathetically, but yes, it's the only way...


Yes, I brokedown...it's the way I like to feel that I'm really human...I savour every feeling I feel in hope that I will never forget it...plus, I hate beating 'round the bush...unless held necessary...that's why ling...


Happy Mother's Day Mommy...I <3 you...

-azri
10:31 PM

"Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala..." the happy voice echos through the beautiful forest that glorious morning as shinylocks skips through. She was so happy that she finally have someone to play with...


Hey peppo!!! Yea...I noe I haven't been updating...and I'm sorry ^_^'' So anywayz, exams are nearly over...YEAH!!! WOHOO!!! *dances*...yea, tomorow's paper ish ony DnT and POA!!! WOHOO!!! Then, FREEDOM!!! Buwahhahahaha!!!...Yea, exams can make me go crazy X) especially if it reaches the Hols XD...


A whole lotta ideas are poppin in my head on what I can do during the holidays...I feel so evil everytime I think about it...dunnoe why...Muwahahahahaha!!! LOLs...(I wanna say what I wanna say to you but I can't say what I wanna say to you coz there are disregarding minds)...See how things are shakin' jz that I can't go out on hmm...go see calender...those in red I cannot go -_-!!!


I reli hope that I can spend as much time with those that I <3>Darls and I hope I pass my exams even if I ony studied in the bus on the way to school ^^ YEAH! I find it no point to study coz I paid attention in class wad XDDD and I can't concentrate at home >\...that's why I got loads of time to do things and people think that I'm lazy or dun care bout my future >/ *curses under ma breath*


and another thing...


I LOVE U!!!
I LOVE U!!!
I LOVE U I-noe-hu !!!


as they say...thirds times the charm ^^^^^^^^^^,,,,,

-azri
2:52 PM