Title: Why?

Ouh dear... It seems that my heart can only belong to One and One only...apparently, that One does not know this and I can't bear to tell him. Pathetic seyy aku... Everytime I see him, my heart melts... I would miss him everyday. Whether or not I see him. And when at times I think that he does not care for me, someone would say that he's been trying to find me for the whole day or something like that. T.T When I see his face, it does not look like it...wouldn't look like it...

I feel constantly hurt...I cry at night...I make people worry...I'm sorry... I know I look pale and sick... I wonder why humans have the will to feel emotions but end up getting hurt...I sometimes wish that I'll go numb...no emotions... I jz want to be happy, to be secure, to be loved.. Doesn't everyone? Even goths have/wants someone to be with them. To share their sorrows...Even animals too. Don't you agree?

Anyways, today we had Eng Presentation. DAMN, I KNOW I COULD'VE DONE BETTER...I just dun hav the guts...people around me would've thought it's lame...*CHIKO*...why am I so easily influenced lately??? Shit lar...I dun care...I JZ WANNA BE ME...WHY IS IT SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND??? WHY IS IT SO HARD TO ACCEPT??? WHY DO ALL OF YOU CRITICISE ME WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW ME INSIDE OUT??? WHY?!

why?...
why?...
why?...

Inside, I was never strong...never strong enough to help you guys...never strong enough to help myself...no one would understand... He wouldn't understand... I dun think he would even dare to try...

why?
why?

why?...

-azri
5:08 AM

Title: Confusion

Why is it everytime I see you, I feel like crying?
And why is it everytime you're near me, my spine starts tingling?
Just the thought of you could make me go mad,
My insanity lost, my heart beat so bad.
I want you to hear my desperate plea,
But I know it's to late for you to hear me.
This feeling inside is insuperable,
My cries at night are unbearable.
I wish I could turn back time to where it began,
And show my love all over again.
To show how much I care in exchange,
For all the times I've been so careless when fame.
I damn them hoi polloi,
They set us apart.
I want to feel halcyon,
I want to feel halcyon.

-azri
5:50 AM

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-azri
7:59 AM

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-azri
6:33 AM

I seriously can't wait for Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix sia!!! kyaaaa~*** XD I think this time I'm gonna watch it 3 times or so XDDD KIASU...But this time, he's uber hot!!! So is Rupert! XD Thinking about this is makin me feel high XD Keep on smiling XD...I seriously wana watxh it with the peope i love whom are 1)FAMILY 2)FRIENDS 3)OTHERS(my cuz's frens along wif mine) XDDD... can't wait...<3

-azri
10:18 PM